ANIME sugoi!!

Everyone thinks that anime is all for fun & entertainment but well it's not.

The anime XxxHolic proves this. It is a very psychological anime that keeps you thinking. This anime actually helped me reflect on everyday life in the world we live in :)

http://www.animeseason.com/xxxholic-kei-episode-10/

My favorite so far is season 2 Kei's episode 10 because I can relate to most of the things being given out. I really recommend this anime to everyone.

It's not your typical anime love story nor is it action-packed but you can gain lots of knowledge & reflect on life while you're at it! :D

I learned....!

I learned:

1. That "he" was really my FIRST love :D I'm happy to know this because surprisingly I cried when I saw him :) It's been a long time & this proves how much I missed him ;) <3

2. HAHAHA!!! Remembering the time he laughed with me makes me smile randomly :DD * kinda look stupid, too * HAHAH!!

3. It hurts so I just stay away. Having a handsome crush *ahem* is VERY difficult :((

4. I love moments that mke me smile up to my ears :DD <3

5. I want a moment with him EACH & EVERY DAY. If it's okay I ask for momentS!

I learned... :P

Teardrops On My Guitar has passed

It's been such a long time since I've heard this song from Taylor Swift. I used to dedicate this to my first hahah!! lurve :P

I just wanted to share this now 'coz I've moved on because of this other guy :))

Still I wanna give my thanks to him. He inspired me in my first years in high school :D

Been a long time, huh? haha!!

I haven't been blogging anymore 'cuz i've been so busy with school stuffs ( and manga & facebooking) hahahah!!

Anyway I've written new song!! YAY! I got the lyrics down but the composing part isn't going so well :DD I kinda got inspired with Sarah Bareilles's song Between The Lines. I can REALLY REALLY relate to it :( Here are the lyrics of Ms. Sara's song:

"Time to tell me the truth. To burden your mouth for what you say. No pieces of paper in the way. Cause i cant continue pretending to choose. The opposite sides on which we fall. The loving you laters if at all. No right minds could wrong be this many times. My memory is cruel. I'm queen of attention to details. Defending intentions if he fails. Until now, he told me her name. It sounded familiar in a way. I could have sworn i'd heard him say it ten thousand times. If only i had been listening. Leave unsaid unspoken Eyes wide shut unopened You and me Always between the lines. Between the lines. I thought i thought i was ready to bleed. That we'd move from the shadows on the wall. And stand in the center of it all. Too late two choices to stay or to leave. Mine was so easy to uncover. He'd already left with the other. So i've learned to listen through silence. Leave unsaid unspoken Eyes wide shut unopened You and me always be. You and me always be I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say. I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on. Wait for me i'm almost ready. When he meant let go. Leave unsaid unspoken Eyes wide shut unopened You and me Always be You and me. Always between the lines."

Such a great s0ng! I <3 her! She's such a great songwiter!!!

So that night I read my Pixie Pop manga with earphones in my ears AND of course "him" on my mind :) I cried AGAIN readin a shoujo manga XD

I just remembered this night & wrote a song about it. It's about wanting to believe that he feels the same when I know he'll never repay my love for him ;P