Sometimes I feel like my parents are so ungreatful to me.
Whenever they see me on the computer they ask me, "Have you studied?" I read a whole chapter 6 times already what am I supposed to do, never set foot near the computer ever again?? I feel like they only use my grades and awards to show off to their friends and I really hate that. It makes me feel like I'm obligated to keep a good reputation. It's like they're pressuring me so much! They blab about me being a scholar and all that when I didn't even want a single other soul to know. It's just my way of keeping things to myself.
Last summer I wasn't even allowed to sleep past 9 PM because I'm 'addicted' to the Internet. They should be thankful that I don't go out and drink, smoke or do drugs. I think I deserved to stay up all night considering my performance in school.
I want God to know that I'm happy but i have HUGE issues with my family. I don't want Him to take them away from me but there were times when I felt like a girl my age shouldn't be dealing with most of the heavy problems in my family.
