Realizations soon to be Real

Hello! It's been a while and I've been a busy Jilly so I'm glad I got some "inspiration" to write and share this. I'm really actually never thought about this before but.. I'm going to submit some photos I've taken and I actually really love taking pictures of nature.

You see, I have the worst camera ever which is my phone's low quality cam because I am really one of the most stingy/inot person on earth. A person told me once that maybe I should be a photographer but I  just laughed it off coz I could never, ever, ever afford a DSLR/very great Q cam. But I really do want to share how I felt when I saw the things I saw and places I visited so Imma share it with you guys :)))

This one was taken during one of my morning walks with my mom. I really did enjoy walking but I hated the raffic and usok-usok that came with it :/ This shot was so different from those smoke belching cars X)

Never thought I would but these shots were taken when I went to Malitbog, Bukidnon. AMAZING GOD KA TALAGA LORD! Wala jud ko nagdahom na maka-adto didto with my first org. na I felt so much belongingness, ang STREAMS (tho I didn't do much for them :( ). I was always asking myself, "When will I ever set foot in Bukidnon." and then boom! Been there, experienced that. It was for free, too and I met such great, committed friends.

I don't remember when this was coz I was just too happy to cross off "Flying my own lantern" off my bucket list. :) HAPPY LANG

This was shot in Puerto where our company went to teach our potential laborers for our friendship bracelets. I was so shocked that such an amazing kubo could be built and I felt so bad it was so far from the city and that people couldn't see its beauty for themselves. The view of Macahalar Bay? AWESOME. Just, breathtaking. Habal-habal is the way to go! :)

HIMYM: How I Met Your Mother, How She Died and I Ended Up With Your Aunt Robin

Or "How To Ruin 9 Years of Character Development in 40 Minutes"

I know many of the fans felt so bamboozled with the ending and I felt torn. It was reality: people get divorced, don't get to have their dream jobs and be happy, people move on and die . WOW. But with how the show painted the cast, the surroundings, I was SO expecting a happy ending. And I really hope so since Time mag tells us of possibilities of an alternate ending. A HAPPY one at that. Hallelujah! -->
http://time.com/50456/how-i-met-your-mother-happy-ending/

" Chasing dreams, man it's harder than it seems..."

Best. Dream. Ever.

I have been obsessing ever since they came to the Philippines (Manila to be exact, sucky but true) and finally I got my wish.

There were only a few people watching the 1975 play their first song (titled --in my dream-- My Confessions, Over My Head, Cable Cars by the Fray Illicit Remix: Don't bother asking me why coz it sounded like Pop Goes Rock haha) and I was there front & center with my sis. GAAAAAAAAAAH! I remember feeling all sad asking why no one was watching the most awesomest band I know but I was so happy to have them to myself (and the few others with me). They then played an acoustic version of Settle Down (which sounded like a cover I downloaded from Youtube) and then finally it was them playing their most emotional song --- Sex. AND THEN MATTY WAS BESIDE ME GIVING ME A SIDE SMILE AND SHY WAVE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH.

So that's how I had the best dream ever and woke up. <3 p="">

From Blank to Filled Pages

It's March going on April and who can believe time has passed us by so very fast?

I'm missing out on a lot. The 1975, 2NE1 AON, MAMA in the PH (possibly), summer, summer jobs, etc. All I can do is wait for my graduation day & I can (probably) take on the world!!!

I'm realizing a lot of things, too. Family is the main focus of my realizations as I am currently watching "The Return of Superman" (ep. 9 and it makes me think twice about having babies -- yes, yes, not now but in the future -_-)

I cannot express all that I'm feeling and I have felt this first quarter of 2014 but I hope you can grasp at least an ounce of it through this blog post (I know I'm being lazy)

PS I have my own wall to post my Bigbang, anime, etc. stuff now but its honestly too small to post all my stuff so I hope I'll be happy, successful, buying my own house soon enough (lol maybe not quite soon) and I really wanna get thinner & pretty but I'm happy like this :)) (except for the times ppl mention my fatness, which isn't so obvious at all -- duh I'm being sarcastic)

That's all for now! ~

Turn that Frown Upside ":D"own

HAPPY 2014!!!

God has been giving or country some tough trials, I know. But bilib jud ko sa Pinoy, we are ever-faithful. :D
I admit my family was not as lively this Christmas. We didn't put up any decors or lights. We didn't put up our Christmas tree. I decided to respect my mom's decision. We went through a hard time with Sendong. Still, we went to mass and celebrated. I felt really bad about that one little detail, though. I kinda felt guilty. I hope (and know) He'll understand.
Just this week, (yesterday, to be exact) while the storm was a'ragin', our classes weren't suspended & I heard some teachers talking about how their salary would be deducted if they didn't have class. I really was offended. While I received frantic texts from my family, they could care less. If I didn't have an exam scheduled that day (which got cancelled, shame) I wouldn't have gone to school and helped in packing clothes and putting things up the higher place (my parents can't carry heavy stuff, but they did 'coz I was at school, go figure). Then again, the Lord kept us safe from flood waters.
How ironic that I love the beach, the sea and the sun, the sound of water flowing so much but I'd never, ever love the flood that they cause.

On the lighter side, I was so busy this year keeping up with K-Pop year-end shows and streaming as well as awards season for Hollywood (Yay, Grammy's on Monday!)
And you know what, my poems are going to be published!! YAY!! I hope I win that writing contest, too. :))) I never even thought I'd get qualified. The Lord is giving me another energy-booster. :DD

There's so much to look forward to, so much to be grateful about. Lord, I am so sorry for being gloomy and nega (especially with exams) and thank you so much for always being there and keeping me strong! <3 p="">

So food..

MY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY FULL FAT TUMMY ^_^

Summer (just after summer classes *sigh*)

OMFG I actually made it to a 3.0 QPI and I am so thankful to have survived Finance & Accounting. Whew!

That's our business guys! My first taste of the Marketing lifestyle :))

So fast forward to the three days of me summering (three lechons in a week heck yeah!) I am so glad to be getting some sun ^__________^